People said,
Whenever you're in misery and caught into problems, you always have Allah to help you.
Just pray and make changes.
Friday, November 25
Sunday, November 20
Nazar ?
Pernah Bernazar ?
Tahu tak nazar tu apa dalam Islam ?
Okay, I pernah jugak bernazar a few times before,
but tak pernah mendapat lah,
but this time alhamdulillah Allah sempurnakan,
Jadi tu lah mencari pasal hukum and bagaimana nak langsaikan Nazar :)
So, here we go. Just for sharing, Ilmu Allah kannnn?
Memenuhi nazar adalah wajib hukumnya. Selama nadzar tersebut berupa ketaatan kepada Allah SWt. dalam sabda Rasulullah Saw:
من نذر أن يطيع الله فليطعه ومن نذر أن يعصيه فلا يعصه (رواه البخاري ومسلم
Barang siapa yang bernadzar untuk taat kepada Allah, maka hendaklah mentaati-Nya, dan barang siapa yang bernadzar untuk bermaksiat kepada Allah, maka janganlah ia bermaksiat kepadaNya (HR. Bukhori dan Muslim).
Nazar merupakan suatu janji yang kita buat kepada Allah dalam membuat suatu kebaikan,
by mean when you wanting to gain for something,
you had said that if you get 'em, you'll be fasting for few days.
So, it some kind a promise to Allah.
Dari segi istilah syarak ialah mewajibkan diri untuk melakukan sesuatu kebaikan dengan menyebut nama Allah.
Contohnya: "Dengan nama Allah sekiranya aku berjaya aku berjanji berpuasa selama sehari.
It'll only be as Nazar if we said it out. If it is just terdetik di hati, it's not consider as Nazar. Nazar somehow is what the promise you made, you have to do.
So, lets say if you said, " Aku bernazar akan berpuasa selama seminggu berturut-turut" you need to straightly fasting for a week.
If you usually, just said, " Aku bernazar akan berpuasa selama seminggu."
It not necessary for yo to be fasting in a row of days, but you can fast whenever you could but the best to be fasting on Monday and Thursday.
but remember, you MUST made your words because you're promising Allah. Get it?
but how if you just can't afford to make em ?
Islam itu sungguh mudah, here another ways :
Mereka yang menarik balik nazar atau tidak mampu melakukannya hendaklah membayar kifarat nazar, iaitu
(1) member! makan 10 orang miskin, atau
(2) memberi pakaian kepada 10 orang miskin atau
(3) memerdekakan hamba.
Sekiranya tidak mampu hendaklah berpuasa tiga hari (al-Ma-idah (5): 89).
Oh, some more. Since puasa nazar ni puasa wajib so kena lah buat berasingan dengan puasa yang lain :)
So for those who are bernazar, cepat cepatlah bayar okay :)
That's it for tonight.
If I'm making mistakes, please correct me cause ilmu Allah ni kena tepat dan betul.
May Allah bless you, dear creatures :)
Tahu tak nazar tu apa dalam Islam ?
Okay, I pernah jugak bernazar a few times before,
but tak pernah mendapat lah,
but this time alhamdulillah Allah sempurnakan,
Jadi tu lah mencari pasal hukum and bagaimana nak langsaikan Nazar :)
So, here we go. Just for sharing, Ilmu Allah kannnn?
Memenuhi nazar adalah wajib hukumnya. Selama nadzar tersebut berupa ketaatan kepada Allah SWt. dalam sabda Rasulullah Saw:
من نذر أن يطيع الله فليطعه ومن نذر أن يعصيه فلا يعصه (رواه البخاري ومسلم
Barang siapa yang bernadzar untuk taat kepada Allah, maka hendaklah mentaati-Nya, dan barang siapa yang bernadzar untuk bermaksiat kepada Allah, maka janganlah ia bermaksiat kepadaNya (HR. Bukhori dan Muslim).
Nazar merupakan suatu janji yang kita buat kepada Allah dalam membuat suatu kebaikan,
by mean when you wanting to gain for something,
you had said that if you get 'em, you'll be fasting for few days.
So, it some kind a promise to Allah.
Dari segi istilah syarak ialah mewajibkan diri untuk melakukan sesuatu kebaikan dengan menyebut nama Allah.
Contohnya: "Dengan nama Allah sekiranya aku berjaya aku berjanji berpuasa selama sehari.
It'll only be as Nazar if we said it out. If it is just terdetik di hati, it's not consider as Nazar. Nazar somehow is what the promise you made, you have to do.
So, lets say if you said, " Aku bernazar akan berpuasa selama seminggu berturut-turut" you need to straightly fasting for a week.
If you usually, just said, " Aku bernazar akan berpuasa selama seminggu."
It not necessary for yo to be fasting in a row of days, but you can fast whenever you could but the best to be fasting on Monday and Thursday.
but remember, you MUST made your words because you're promising Allah. Get it?
but how if you just can't afford to make em ?
Islam itu sungguh mudah, here another ways :
Mereka yang menarik balik nazar atau tidak mampu melakukannya hendaklah membayar kifarat nazar, iaitu
(1) member! makan 10 orang miskin, atau
(2) memberi pakaian kepada 10 orang miskin atau
(3) memerdekakan hamba.
Sekiranya tidak mampu hendaklah berpuasa tiga hari (al-Ma-idah (5): 89).
Oh, some more. Since puasa nazar ni puasa wajib so kena lah buat berasingan dengan puasa yang lain :)
So for those who are bernazar, cepat cepatlah bayar okay :)
That's it for tonight.
If I'm making mistakes, please correct me cause ilmu Allah ni kena tepat dan betul.
May Allah bless you, dear creatures :)
Saturday, November 19
You see Green ?
Good Morning Dear Wall,
Are you crack today ?
Baahhhh, A month before I never ever woke up this early on Saturday.
But now, I have to. Need to be awake early everyday which is Monday to Saturday because I have CLASSES. :|
Talking bout classes, Who on earth just love to wake early in the morning just to go to class? I bet 60% would say NO :) but for morning people, it maybe a YES for youuuuu.
I just don't get it, I'm not a morning person but I have a dream to be one.
But WHEN?
I have MORNING and EVENING classes which are more to practical and lab session.
*See the timetable, you would just know how busy I'll be*
Those subjects are more deeply in agricultural and food :)
Talking bout food, we'll do cooking this semester and that'll be just fun even we are not-so-good-in-cooking :D
So who's gonna be the Master Chef of DPPM ? mihmihmih
Umm, What to talk today ouh Wall ?
Okay let me just briefly tell you bout my course I'm taking now because lots of people will just misunderstanding it and look down upon it. *Tak baik betul*
This course is among the important courses in world nowadays, see the medical,law and maybe architect would be list as the most important courses but if you see widely, agricultural is kinda important because we need those trees and animals for our cycle of life. Agricultural is more to produce sources of food. See, how just FOOD is important to you ? If you said it is not important to you, Don't eat and go die.
My course is Food Estate Management in University Putra Malaysia, Kampus Bintulu Sarawak which we provide the managing skills in business of agricultural as tho we will make food from our own estate. Is that explain enuff to you ? I knew, you would be just confuse why me taking this as my choice in life ?
This is because I have a guts that said I need this because it's important in the future. Hello, I used to have a dream to be a Psychologist, Dealing with human beings but there's a reasons why Allah said that I need this :)
I don't deny these subjects might be hard but it's not that hard compared to medical student who struggling to the end of their blood in medication. Hahaha
You just need to have a green heart because the experiences you might get are magical and you would never get them anywhere but just in this course. :)
*Good enuff with promoting,:D*
So Juniors and Future Juniors, you'll not regret of taking this course because it is so valuable and great yet having those 'magical' experiences. You need to be tough.
Far from home, you just need to be friend with Mr Sun, Mr Sweat, Mr Mosq and those geligeli stuff :) It's more challenging if you think there are !
Let your stomach full for lunch,
Adios.
Are you crack today ?
Baahhhh, A month before I never ever woke up this early on Saturday.
But now, I have to. Need to be awake early everyday which is Monday to Saturday because I have CLASSES. :|
Talking bout classes, Who on earth just love to wake early in the morning just to go to class? I bet 60% would say NO :) but for morning people, it maybe a YES for youuuuu.
I just don't get it, I'm not a morning person but I have a dream to be one.
But WHEN?
I have MORNING and EVENING classes which are more to practical and lab session.
*See the timetable, you would just know how busy I'll be*
Those subjects are more deeply in agricultural and food :)
Talking bout food, we'll do cooking this semester and that'll be just fun even we are not-so-good-in-cooking :D
So who's gonna be the Master Chef of DPPM ? mihmihmih
Umm, What to talk today ouh Wall ?
Okay let me just briefly tell you bout my course I'm taking now because lots of people will just misunderstanding it and look down upon it. *Tak baik betul*
This course is among the important courses in world nowadays, see the medical,law and maybe architect would be list as the most important courses but if you see widely, agricultural is kinda important because we need those trees and animals for our cycle of life. Agricultural is more to produce sources of food. See, how just FOOD is important to you ? If you said it is not important to you, Don't eat and go die.
My course is Food Estate Management in University Putra Malaysia, Kampus Bintulu Sarawak which we provide the managing skills in business of agricultural as tho we will make food from our own estate. Is that explain enuff to you ? I knew, you would be just confuse why me taking this as my choice in life ?
This is because I have a guts that said I need this because it's important in the future. Hello, I used to have a dream to be a Psychologist, Dealing with human beings but there's a reasons why Allah said that I need this :)
I don't deny these subjects might be hard but it's not that hard compared to medical student who struggling to the end of their blood in medication. Hahaha
You just need to have a green heart because the experiences you might get are magical and you would never get them anywhere but just in this course. :)
*Good enuff with promoting,:D*
So Juniors and Future Juniors, you'll not regret of taking this course because it is so valuable and great yet having those 'magical' experiences. You need to be tough.
Far from home, you just need to be friend with Mr Sun, Mr Sweat, Mr Mosq and those geligeli stuff :) It's more challenging if you think there are !
Let your stomach full for lunch,
Adios.
Thursday, November 17
What songs define you ?
Many of student especially, LOVE MUSIC ! Sometimes, they need them to cheer their life even to be focus in study. Earpieces and headphones are like a new IC to them since they listen them like every second.
So, what does music relate to you?
I know you have a long playlist of your songs that might have a deep meaning in your life, right? I have em too. mihmihmih
So let's listen to em. I have 205 songs. :)
*Having a good moment right now, Done with revising. Now chilling*
I just filling up my time to play with this stupid game.
What 30 songs in my playlist I listen to now related to me, my life :) ?
Start now :
1. Only Girl in the world, Rihanna
phewww, obviously if you, you wanna it too,right girl ?
but in love definately,
I want you to treat me like I'm the only girl in your world. :)
but I have no one. That's would be funny. Sokay, waiting and searching for Mr. Right !
2. I'm Alive, Celin Dion
This song would gimme the spirit whenever I feel down, How I suffered the pain and stress, I feel that I'm alive when I have you. FAMILY and Friends :)
3. Parachute, Cheryl Cole
This is my alarm clock tone for semester 3, Thanks for waking me up every morning thus I hate to listen to you everyday ! Any other meaning ? I not-really-like-this-song cause of that it have been as my alarm clock tone. :D
4. Munajat Cinta, The Rock ft Ahmad Dani
Obviously, "Tuhan kirimkanlah aku kekasih yang baik hati, yang mencintai aku, apa adanya"
So, every time I listen to this I pray that I need a good husband in my marriage.
Think too far? Yes, we have because time never can be too slow. :)
5. Kekasih gelapku, Ungu
Omigod, This is a killer song to me. Especially the intro ! you know what. Everytime I listen to the intro, damnn I melt *kenyit mata* . Any kekasih gelap ? yes, too many. But this song remind me to Fad. I love you the way you are, dolo dolo lah :)
sekarang sayang angat angat macam besties je nothing more :)
6. Today My Life Begin, Bruno Mars
Hehe today my life begin, new song in playlist but this is full of good positive spirit. It's like, don't give up hope cause nothing that we couldn't change in life because everyday is where our life begin. Listen yaww :) Happiness will find us.
7. Dari jauhku pohon ampun, Sudirman
HEY WHY THIS SONG PULAK -__________-"
hahaha, jarang jarang dia shuffle. Sekarang pulak :D
Okay fine this is among my fave lagu raya because it relating to myself.
Far away from family. Banyak dosa. Need keampunan. Cannot be with family selalu.
Tak macam korang, setiap minggu balik *baling pasu bunga* JEALOUS nyah!
8. Yank, Wali Band
Hahaha. Lagu yang selalu dikaraoke-kan :D
Oh, ingat lagu ni nanyi dengan Naz dalam kereta ontheway balik from genting with the boys and have deep meaning. Hoyyy, jangan nak pasang banyak sangat okay, awak :)
"masih pantaskah kau kupanggil sayang?" - Love that lyric, too much !
9. Your Mother, Yusuf Islam
Siapa yang tak suke lagu ni? You don't deserve to be in this world.
I love my mother after Allah because who next ?
Altho I honestly said that I'm not that close to my mother because sometimes I just hate the way she is, Her annoying habits *just me know it* but however, that's the fact that I love and need her because she's my mother. Thank you Allah !
10. Jar of Hearts, Christina Perri
Favorite song !
"Who do you think you are?"
I love the voice,music and lyrics too much, means a lot to me for that someone.
Hey listen to this F, Don't be regret since I have no heart to you ANYMORE !
11. If I were a boy
Another favorite song ! mih mih mih
I honestly love the song, since boys doesn't understand us, the girls :)
but what to do, they're boys and this is the reality of life.
Boys doesn't even know how we feel inside, right girls?
but I never have the intention to be a boy, Tomboy ?
haha but I believe all the tomboys agreed with this song :)
Hey boys, can you swear to be a better man ?
12. Firework, Katy Perry
Positive song because it said that, " baby, you're a firework!"
Fireworks means lot to life ! Cheerful and nothing in life would make you down.
Sometimes, I'll skip this song sebab entah ikut mood . :D
because you just need to let it shine, girls !
13. Tentang Aku, Dia dan kamu, Kangen Band
Hehe. Just another song in playlist but if have mood suka dengar. Meaning, mood yang emoemo tu, hehe.
This song is like to choose between Dia dan Kamu ?
Eventually, I faced this like lots of time but usually I'll choose kamu but now kamu dah gone baby gone, so I do regret that I cannot have another chances to choose Dia.
"kau tuliskan cerita tentang kau dan dia, membuat aku semakin terluka" which at the end the relationship with kamu end up.
14. Almost Lover, Fine Frenzy
Haihhh asal lagu malam ni semua macam -____________-"
Okay lagu Almost lover ni kannnn, banyak kali describe me when I can't stand the relationship with that almost lover and at the end, end up to be Teman tapi mesra :)
I cried once listening to this song, years ago kenapa tah, Emoemo. Haaa Ingat dah, This song I teringat masa zaman form 4 or 5 masa dengan Hafiz. Siapa Hafiz tu ?
The man I used to fall but kejap sangat sangat pastu hilang je perasaan tu dan orang tu. "Goodbye my almost lover, goodbye my hopeless dreams"
Listen to em is you want to.
15. Ruang Rindu, Letto
HEHE favorite. Tenangkan dengar lagu ni sebab music die very simple and soft. Mendayu dayu and I mesti teringat Naz sebab dia suka nyanyi lagu ni dikala takda lagu disekeliling. Kannnn? Haa lagu ni sangat kejap. 1.13 minit je. :)
Hello, I rinduuuuu semua orang dekat. "Di ruang rindu kita bertemu "
16. Aku bukan Untukmu, Zaf & Lah VE
ohmigodddd, This pun among my favorite lagu sebab touching habis dengar lagu ni.
Ada makna ni hehe :)I used to say to my almost lover, Aku bukan untukmu. Then bila dorang blah, I mulalah "Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku disaat aku mengharapkan aku", Sucks tak ? Sorry lelaki, wanita ini memang macam gini. *baling kasut dekat dia*
I love this version more than Rossa sebab lelaki nyanyi lagu macam ni suweeeet tau :)
17. Melodi Cinta, Aizat
Just another song in playlist. Like-ing the music and lyric. Btw, I just love balade songs. No doubt. but others would be really fun to listen :)
"kau harus fahami kutiada disisi,
bertahanlah lagi saat kau sendiri,
Biarpun jauh beribu batu,
jangan disangsikan cinta suci, kasihku"
18. I kissed a Girl, Katy Perry
Lagu lama kan? but It's would never be LAME because music just making you alive. Hehe
I in love with Katy Perry, used to lah. Sebab kebanyakkan lagu dia semua unik :)
More to gays and lesbian. hahaha but who cares, it's a totally unique. But my fave hits is Thinking of you, see still lagu curang curang kannnn? :)
Have you kissed a girl ? I did. Hahahahahaha and I like it.Hope my future boyfriend don't mind it. *baling bantal*
19. Suara Kuberharap, Hijau
Lagu-lagu indonesia ni Yusnita lah yang banyak ajar. Lots of the songs that having a good lyrics but this one just not my fave. Just another songs in Playlist.
20. Only Exception, Paramore
Among paramore's hits, I love this because semua lagu paramore dalam playlist ni yang boleh buat alarm clock tone hahaha only this NOT :)*bisingggggg lah,prffff*
See the lyrics, it tells about a life. Lovin' it !
21. Kabhi Khushi khabie Gham
Hahahaha, Don't laugh ! Suka hatilahhh nak simpan lagu hindustan.
Okay, Definately I love hindustan not only the songs but the dramas because it's alive. The complete story of life, sometimes. The tears will freely dropped without any precaution. Hahaha, They are good story tellers. :) Oh and and, with the songs kadang kadang phewww just loving it except the dancing part, Kalau lama sangat boleh muntah tengok. Hahaha :D *cepatkan sebab lagu ni lama sangat*
22. My heart, Irwansyah & Acha Septriasa
I love this kind of movie and the song, just match my taste of hearing :)
You know what, dulu I have dream macam ni. I nak sing and play guitar with this song to someone yang I sayang, tapi belum lagi kot. Guitar pun tak reti main and suara pun macam mangkuk jamban je. Hahahaha :D oh, sweet kan this song ?
23. Kimia, Imelda
Oh, this song is really sweet for one who is just falling in love. Love this because it's cuteeeeee :) Oh, I think I dengar from Damia kot.
and the lyrics pun sangat comel.
24. Just The Way You Are, Bruno Mars
Used to like it but Now so-so. But girls, this song kalau orang dedicate dekat me surely I appreciate sebab I tak tahu pun I amazing. Hahahaha :D *baling kasut*
Just nice untuk you nak mengorat ye, boys ?
25. Mr. Brightside, The killers
Just another song in playlist :) Nice to listen.
Hey Mr. Brightside, come on don't hide !
Eh, just for you to know I love hardcore esp layaaannnn time stress, cause it's just rawksssss ! :)
26. 1234, Plain White T's
Just an old song that nice to listen. Hey friends, this song would be for you.
Especially dedicate to Nazlia and Mok !
1 way 2 say 3 words 4 you, I LOVE YOU !
27. Orang Bilang, Wali
Just another song yang I suke listen. Oh jangan asyik bilang sayang dengan kata-kata sahaja, tapi orang bilang kata kamu tak sayang :) Love one you love sincerely, :)
28. Count on Me, Bruno Mars
Friends, this is for you jugak. oh, I love Bruno Mars too :)
"I can count on you like 432, you be there because that's what friends suppose to do"
29. My heart will go on, Celine Dion
ouch, This song really stucked in my heart. Baru je lepas karok haritu dengan Naz :)
The meaning and music, Ingat titanic yang boleh buat tear drop jugak ! :D
30. Mr. Saxobeat, Alexandra Stan
Hehehe. Just can't hear the beats :D macam nak goncangkan badan kuat kuat *baling kuali* hehe :) Favorite *
Thanks for scrolling down, at least your attempt to know me have meet the success :)
You know how my heart which relating to the music. I live with full of meaning, Life without heart is meaningless :)
Ouh, you know what the best song you have to listen?
Ayat- ayat Al- quran and Salawat :)
That's would make your heart better than just now. So try to listen to them okay,
Not a big loss pun, Pahal pun dapat.
So, what's your music.
That's for tonight.
My playlist dah penat, another 175 songs to play ?
damnnnn I nak sleeeeeep, toodless :)
Good night Music's lovers !
So, what does music relate to you?
I know you have a long playlist of your songs that might have a deep meaning in your life, right? I have em too. mihmihmih
So let's listen to em. I have 205 songs. :)
*Having a good moment right now, Done with revising. Now chilling*
I just filling up my time to play with this stupid game.
What 30 songs in my playlist I listen to now related to me, my life :) ?
Start now :
1. Only Girl in the world, Rihanna
phewww, obviously if you, you wanna it too,right girl ?
but in love definately,
I want you to treat me like I'm the only girl in your world. :)
but I have no one. That's would be funny. Sokay, waiting and searching for Mr. Right !
2. I'm Alive, Celin Dion
This song would gimme the spirit whenever I feel down, How I suffered the pain and stress, I feel that I'm alive when I have you. FAMILY and Friends :)
3. Parachute, Cheryl Cole
This is my alarm clock tone for semester 3, Thanks for waking me up every morning thus I hate to listen to you everyday ! Any other meaning ? I not-really-like-this-song cause of that it have been as my alarm clock tone. :D
4. Munajat Cinta, The Rock ft Ahmad Dani
Obviously, "Tuhan kirimkanlah aku kekasih yang baik hati, yang mencintai aku, apa adanya"
So, every time I listen to this I pray that I need a good husband in my marriage.
Think too far? Yes, we have because time never can be too slow. :)
5. Kekasih gelapku, Ungu
Omigod, This is a killer song to me. Especially the intro ! you know what. Everytime I listen to the intro, damnn I melt *kenyit mata* . Any kekasih gelap ? yes, too many. But this song remind me to Fad. I love you the way you are, dolo dolo lah :)
sekarang sayang angat angat macam besties je nothing more :)
6. Today My Life Begin, Bruno Mars
Hehe today my life begin, new song in playlist but this is full of good positive spirit. It's like, don't give up hope cause nothing that we couldn't change in life because everyday is where our life begin. Listen yaww :) Happiness will find us.
7. Dari jauhku pohon ampun, Sudirman
HEY WHY THIS SONG PULAK -__________-"
hahaha, jarang jarang dia shuffle. Sekarang pulak :D
Okay fine this is among my fave lagu raya because it relating to myself.
Far away from family. Banyak dosa. Need keampunan. Cannot be with family selalu.
Tak macam korang, setiap minggu balik *baling pasu bunga* JEALOUS nyah!
8. Yank, Wali Band
Hahaha. Lagu yang selalu dikaraoke-kan :D
Oh, ingat lagu ni nanyi dengan Naz dalam kereta ontheway balik from genting with the boys and have deep meaning. Hoyyy, jangan nak pasang banyak sangat okay, awak :)
"masih pantaskah kau kupanggil sayang?" - Love that lyric, too much !
9. Your Mother, Yusuf Islam
Siapa yang tak suke lagu ni? You don't deserve to be in this world.
I love my mother after Allah because who next ?
Altho I honestly said that I'm not that close to my mother because sometimes I just hate the way she is, Her annoying habits *just me know it* but however, that's the fact that I love and need her because she's my mother. Thank you Allah !
10. Jar of Hearts, Christina Perri
Favorite song !
"Who do you think you are?"
I love the voice,music and lyrics too much, means a lot to me for that someone.
Hey listen to this F, Don't be regret since I have no heart to you ANYMORE !
11. If I were a boy
Another favorite song ! mih mih mih
I honestly love the song, since boys doesn't understand us, the girls :)
but what to do, they're boys and this is the reality of life.
Boys doesn't even know how we feel inside, right girls?
but I never have the intention to be a boy, Tomboy ?
haha but I believe all the tomboys agreed with this song :)
Hey boys, can you swear to be a better man ?
12. Firework, Katy Perry
Positive song because it said that, " baby, you're a firework!"
Fireworks means lot to life ! Cheerful and nothing in life would make you down.
Sometimes, I'll skip this song sebab entah ikut mood . :D
because you just need to let it shine, girls !
13. Tentang Aku, Dia dan kamu, Kangen Band
Hehe. Just another song in playlist but if have mood suka dengar. Meaning, mood yang emoemo tu, hehe.
This song is like to choose between Dia dan Kamu ?
Eventually, I faced this like lots of time but usually I'll choose kamu but now kamu dah gone baby gone, so I do regret that I cannot have another chances to choose Dia.
"kau tuliskan cerita tentang kau dan dia, membuat aku semakin terluka" which at the end the relationship with kamu end up.
14. Almost Lover, Fine Frenzy
Haihhh asal lagu malam ni semua macam -____________-"
Okay lagu Almost lover ni kannnn, banyak kali describe me when I can't stand the relationship with that almost lover and at the end, end up to be Teman tapi mesra :)
I cried once listening to this song, years ago kenapa tah, Emoemo. Haaa Ingat dah, This song I teringat masa zaman form 4 or 5 masa dengan Hafiz. Siapa Hafiz tu ?
The man I used to fall but kejap sangat sangat pastu hilang je perasaan tu dan orang tu. "Goodbye my almost lover, goodbye my hopeless dreams"
Listen to em is you want to.
15. Ruang Rindu, Letto
HEHE favorite. Tenangkan dengar lagu ni sebab music die very simple and soft. Mendayu dayu and I mesti teringat Naz sebab dia suka nyanyi lagu ni dikala takda lagu disekeliling. Kannnn? Haa lagu ni sangat kejap. 1.13 minit je. :)
Hello, I rinduuuuu semua orang dekat. "Di ruang rindu kita bertemu "
16. Aku bukan Untukmu, Zaf & Lah VE
ohmigodddd, This pun among my favorite lagu sebab touching habis dengar lagu ni.
Ada makna ni hehe :)I used to say to my almost lover, Aku bukan untukmu. Then bila dorang blah, I mulalah "Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku disaat aku mengharapkan aku", Sucks tak ? Sorry lelaki, wanita ini memang macam gini. *baling kasut dekat dia*
I love this version more than Rossa sebab lelaki nyanyi lagu macam ni suweeeet tau :)
17. Melodi Cinta, Aizat
Just another song in playlist. Like-ing the music and lyric. Btw, I just love balade songs. No doubt. but others would be really fun to listen :)
"kau harus fahami kutiada disisi,
bertahanlah lagi saat kau sendiri,
Biarpun jauh beribu batu,
jangan disangsikan cinta suci, kasihku"
18. I kissed a Girl, Katy Perry
Lagu lama kan? but It's would never be LAME because music just making you alive. Hehe
I in love with Katy Perry, used to lah. Sebab kebanyakkan lagu dia semua unik :)
More to gays and lesbian. hahaha but who cares, it's a totally unique. But my fave hits is Thinking of you, see still lagu curang curang kannnn? :)
Have you kissed a girl ? I did. Hahahahahaha and I like it.Hope my future boyfriend don't mind it. *baling bantal*
19. Suara Kuberharap, Hijau
Lagu-lagu indonesia ni Yusnita lah yang banyak ajar. Lots of the songs that having a good lyrics but this one just not my fave. Just another songs in Playlist.
20. Only Exception, Paramore
Among paramore's hits, I love this because semua lagu paramore dalam playlist ni yang boleh buat alarm clock tone hahaha only this NOT :)*bisingggggg lah,prffff*
See the lyrics, it tells about a life. Lovin' it !
21. Kabhi Khushi khabie Gham
Hahahaha, Don't laugh ! Suka hatilahhh nak simpan lagu hindustan.
Okay, Definately I love hindustan not only the songs but the dramas because it's alive. The complete story of life, sometimes. The tears will freely dropped without any precaution. Hahaha, They are good story tellers. :) Oh and and, with the songs kadang kadang phewww just loving it except the dancing part, Kalau lama sangat boleh muntah tengok. Hahaha :D *cepatkan sebab lagu ni lama sangat*
22. My heart, Irwansyah & Acha Septriasa
I love this kind of movie and the song, just match my taste of hearing :)
You know what, dulu I have dream macam ni. I nak sing and play guitar with this song to someone yang I sayang, tapi belum lagi kot. Guitar pun tak reti main and suara pun macam mangkuk jamban je. Hahahaha :D oh, sweet kan this song ?
23. Kimia, Imelda
Oh, this song is really sweet for one who is just falling in love. Love this because it's cuteeeeee :) Oh, I think I dengar from Damia kot.
and the lyrics pun sangat comel.
24. Just The Way You Are, Bruno Mars
Used to like it but Now so-so. But girls, this song kalau orang dedicate dekat me surely I appreciate sebab I tak tahu pun I amazing. Hahahaha :D *baling kasut*
Just nice untuk you nak mengorat ye, boys ?
25. Mr. Brightside, The killers
Just another song in playlist :) Nice to listen.
Hey Mr. Brightside, come on don't hide !
Eh, just for you to know I love hardcore esp layaaannnn time stress, cause it's just rawksssss ! :)
26. 1234, Plain White T's
Just an old song that nice to listen. Hey friends, this song would be for you.
Especially dedicate to Nazlia and Mok !
1 way 2 say 3 words 4 you, I LOVE YOU !
27. Orang Bilang, Wali
Just another song yang I suke listen. Oh jangan asyik bilang sayang dengan kata-kata sahaja, tapi orang bilang kata kamu tak sayang :) Love one you love sincerely, :)
28. Count on Me, Bruno Mars
Friends, this is for you jugak. oh, I love Bruno Mars too :)
"I can count on you like 432, you be there because that's what friends suppose to do"
29. My heart will go on, Celine Dion
ouch, This song really stucked in my heart. Baru je lepas karok haritu dengan Naz :)
The meaning and music, Ingat titanic yang boleh buat tear drop jugak ! :D
30. Mr. Saxobeat, Alexandra Stan
Hehehe. Just can't hear the beats :D macam nak goncangkan badan kuat kuat *baling kuali* hehe :) Favorite *
Thanks for scrolling down, at least your attempt to know me have meet the success :)
You know how my heart which relating to the music. I live with full of meaning, Life without heart is meaningless :)
Ouh, you know what the best song you have to listen?
Ayat- ayat Al- quran and Salawat :)
That's would make your heart better than just now. So try to listen to them okay,
Not a big loss pun, Pahal pun dapat.
So, what's your music.
That's for tonight.
My playlist dah penat, another 175 songs to play ?
damnnnn I nak sleeeeeep, toodless :)
Good night Music's lovers !
Stuck STUCK stuck !
Hello Internet,
Omigod dear U-spot please be active. I need you too much :)
Oh hey, I'm here in Bintulu for almost 3 days already.
I feel simply awkward these days because something had changed.
Someone had gone so it feel a little empty here and there.
I feel like I'm lost and losing something, maybe it's a TIME.
I could be in a complete silent for a whole day because I have a limit connection here.
But I don't really care, hmmp I care too much actually !
Hello, posibility for me to die is high if I'm not talking and sharing with others.
It would be like, killing me softly. :|
But however, I feel so calm and having a spirit to start everything new.
To be new in heart and mentally even if I could, physically :) *I wish*
I don't know why, but I feel relax and feel like everything gonna be just alright.
and Hello, Mr Allergic had go away and now waiting for it to fully recover.
You know what?
This is the new semester and I just don't want to put my spirit down.
I need to struggle again to fight for this Semester.
Dear Allah, I'm begging you please make it easy even in a hard time. :) I love you.
I just need to strike the best and be good to everyone.
10 things I need to do this semester :
1. Stay focus on what I want to do and to be : "TNC List ? DL ?"
2. Be silent but happily enjoying my life here, "so far friends here are good :)"
3. Don't nag for anything and don't hear from anyone. "because You just have to be grateful, you have dear Allah :)"
4. Don't pick a fight with anybody but settle everything in a mature ways. "be mature enuff and deal with BRAIN!"
5. Do your assignments and tests even final with joy, success, patiently and sincerely. "NO LAST MINUTE WORK AND STUDY,please?"
6. Don't do gossip. "even hear,it's nonsense!"
7. Saving money. "because you had used too much money before. Don't go shopping unwanted things. NO !" "Follow the budget you did!"
8. Everyday study, 2 hours time before going to bed as early as you could. "Waking up in morning with new refreshment :)"
9. Every prayers you made, khusyuk and pray hard cause you need em. "Every hard works you did, you need Allah. His bless are important.Parents too"
10. Take care of everything even you are super duper busy. Don't forget anyone :). "will NOT,but sorry if tak contact :)"
"I JUST NEED MY TWITTER NOW, PLEASE?"
Please, stay determine and creative.
Off to do things,
Love from far,
Beeha :)
Omigod dear U-spot please be active. I need you too much :)
Oh hey, I'm here in Bintulu for almost 3 days already.
I feel simply awkward these days because something had changed.
Someone had gone so it feel a little empty here and there.
I feel like I'm lost and losing something, maybe it's a TIME.
I could be in a complete silent for a whole day because I have a limit connection here.
But I don't really care, hmmp I care too much actually !
Hello, posibility for me to die is high if I'm not talking and sharing with others.
It would be like, killing me softly. :|
But however, I feel so calm and having a spirit to start everything new.
To be new in heart and mentally even if I could, physically :) *I wish*
I don't know why, but I feel relax and feel like everything gonna be just alright.
and Hello, Mr Allergic had go away and now waiting for it to fully recover.
You know what?
This is the new semester and I just don't want to put my spirit down.
I need to struggle again to fight for this Semester.
Dear Allah, I'm begging you please make it easy even in a hard time. :) I love you.
I just need to strike the best and be good to everyone.
10 things I need to do this semester :
1. Stay focus on what I want to do and to be : "TNC List ? DL ?"
2. Be silent but happily enjoying my life here, "so far friends here are good :)"
3. Don't nag for anything and don't hear from anyone. "because You just have to be grateful, you have dear Allah :)"
4. Don't pick a fight with anybody but settle everything in a mature ways. "be mature enuff and deal with BRAIN!"
5. Do your assignments and tests even final with joy, success, patiently and sincerely. "NO LAST MINUTE WORK AND STUDY,please?"
6. Don't do gossip. "even hear,it's nonsense!"
7. Saving money. "because you had used too much money before. Don't go shopping unwanted things. NO !" "Follow the budget you did!"
8. Everyday study, 2 hours time before going to bed as early as you could. "Waking up in morning with new refreshment :)"
9. Every prayers you made, khusyuk and pray hard cause you need em. "Every hard works you did, you need Allah. His bless are important.Parents too"
10. Take care of everything even you are super duper busy. Don't forget anyone :). "will NOT,but sorry if tak contact :)"
"I JUST NEED MY TWITTER NOW, PLEASE?"
Please, stay determine and creative.
Off to do things,
Love from far,
Beeha :)
Tuesday, November 15
Tebalnye muka kami,
I made this as my last memory before fly back to Sarawak.
Okay fine, before that. This allergic is painly killing me inside and outside.
But thanks to them that really care bout me, mih mih mih :)
Back to the topic,
We went for karaoke at Redbox, Sogo. Haha because at first, went to Superstar wangsa walk it was like full. FULL. okay byebye Superstar!
Having a nice quality time karaoke-ing for 3 hours none stop.
It's juts time for us to go back because we were totally had no money.
Okay. Naz had RM7 and I had those coins, I don't know how much.
Then Ingatkan parking Sogo tak mahal, kononnye.
There are manually paid counter and at the counter, the indonesian man was working there. The screen showed " RM 10.50 " .
We were like, omigoddamnyouwehavenomoneyleft. We just have that RM 7 with the coins only. Reversed the car and started to be gelabah gila. Called Abang Bobo and he willingly to come. But I started to korek sana korek sini, to find the coins and I had only RM 1.90 and Naz had RM 1. Okay so, it was like RM 10. But before that, my 5 cent boleh pulak jatuh celah seat. memang beranginlah. Then try to keluar kereta untuk cari kat atas jalan tu, naseb baik I bangun je ade syiling 10 sen dekat atas seat. *Alhamdulillah* cukupkan another seringgit. :)
Suddenly, Naz cakap belum cukup sebab we left another 50 cent.
Then ade 4 guys lalu depan kereta. macam abang abang lah.
I terus cakap dekat Naz suruh mintak abang tu. We drove towards that abangs and Naz with her cute lil face, "Abang, mintak tolong boleh?"
One of a guy with BMW car came seriously said, "Mintak tolong macam mana tu?"
"Nak 50sen boleh?"
"Ouh, 50sen, Nah !"
"Thank you, Abang."
and me terharu sangat, " Thank you sangat sangat, Abang"
and Naz suddenly, " Lain kali jumpa lagi !" -___________-"
okay, Abang tu pelik and gelengkan kepala.
okay, muka tebal habes.
but thanks to those abang, if not haha
it was fun gile. sumpah.
*can't describe here*
Kepada abang berkereta BMW warna gold, May Allah bless you moreeeee !
So, we learned a lessons that night.
# Don't go out if you have no extra money, get extra okay girls :)
# Makesure, you are brilliant enuff to think the best way to find the solutions
# Make crazy things never ever be boring :D
# bertenang and buat muka slumber !
# Help another people, and maybe one day. It might be your turn to be help by others.
Okay fine, before that. This allergic is painly killing me inside and outside.
But thanks to them that really care bout me, mih mih mih :)
Back to the topic,
We went for karaoke at Redbox, Sogo. Haha because at first, went to Superstar wangsa walk it was like full. FULL. okay byebye Superstar!
Having a nice quality time karaoke-ing for 3 hours none stop.
It's juts time for us to go back because we were totally had no money.
Okay. Naz had RM7 and I had those coins, I don't know how much.
Then Ingatkan parking Sogo tak mahal, kononnye.
There are manually paid counter and at the counter, the indonesian man was working there. The screen showed " RM 10.50 " .
We were like, omigoddamnyouwehavenomoneyleft. We just have that RM 7 with the coins only. Reversed the car and started to be gelabah gila. Called Abang Bobo and he willingly to come. But I started to korek sana korek sini, to find the coins and I had only RM 1.90 and Naz had RM 1. Okay so, it was like RM 10. But before that, my 5 cent boleh pulak jatuh celah seat. memang beranginlah. Then try to keluar kereta untuk cari kat atas jalan tu, naseb baik I bangun je ade syiling 10 sen dekat atas seat. *Alhamdulillah* cukupkan another seringgit. :)
Suddenly, Naz cakap belum cukup sebab we left another 50 cent.
Then ade 4 guys lalu depan kereta. macam abang abang lah.
I terus cakap dekat Naz suruh mintak abang tu. We drove towards that abangs and Naz with her cute lil face, "Abang, mintak tolong boleh?"
One of a guy with BMW car came seriously said, "Mintak tolong macam mana tu?"
"Nak 50sen boleh?"
"Ouh, 50sen, Nah !"
"Thank you, Abang."
and me terharu sangat, " Thank you sangat sangat, Abang"
and Naz suddenly, " Lain kali jumpa lagi !" -___________-"
okay, Abang tu pelik and gelengkan kepala.
okay, muka tebal habes.
but thanks to those abang, if not haha
it was fun gile. sumpah.
*can't describe here*
Kepada abang berkereta BMW warna gold, May Allah bless you moreeeee !
So, we learned a lessons that night.
# Don't go out if you have no extra money, get extra okay girls :)
# Makesure, you are brilliant enuff to think the best way to find the solutions
# Make crazy things never ever be boring :D
# bertenang and buat muka slumber !
# Help another people, and maybe one day. It might be your turn to be help by others.
Friday, November 11
This is my best Wall,
Hello 10/11/11 and 11/11/11
boo yah, there's nothing interesting about the dates but
It'll be something important on that dates.
Today, I feel like damn happy yet exhausted.
Why?
today is the day I woke up late.In a month, this is the most long hours I had a dreams.
Starting up with my mom *as usual* shouting, "Na, bangunnnnnn !"
Then,
SHOPPING
we went for shopping. Okay this shopping was not a good nice shopping day because I shopped for things to bring back to Sarawak *you-know-why-already*
Oh please, time-please-walk-slowly-.-Don't-run-fast !
BBQ with family
Back to the story, We had a BBQ at home and inviting neighbour and friends. Zek and me struggling to light up the pit with those charcoals. How many times tah we tried but at last, we did ! Then he did the rest and I started to eat and eat and eat.
so, I dah puas makan. No more craving for food later on.
CHECKED MY SEMESTER 3 RESULTS
I online my FB, I saw some of my classmates talking bout the results and my heart pumped gila babbiy fast. But I still didn't have the intention to go check the results until Yusnita IM me saying "CONGRATS!" and I was like what is this *it's good if it's true, hehe* Then she asked me to check the result. Okay!
I never ever shout as loud as I could in my house only if there is a cockroach !
but just now, I shouted gila babbiy punyeeee kuat sebab I sumpah suprised gila when looked at result.You know what, I congrats all of the classmates. Hey, after our hard works rearing those chickens and messed up with grouping problems and some might have terrible fights *me* and with all those physco lecturers and tough subjects. You made it guys ! congratulation ! :) Well done !
hey wall, at last I made it. ALHAMDULILLAH YA ALLAH. I LOVE YOU MORE MORE MORE THAN TO LOVE ANYONE. Thank you, Allah.I knew I gave the best and I left the rest to you.;') but Beeha, this is not the final stage. It's just a beginning! You just need to fight more and more because it'll be tougher and tougher for the next semesters ahead.fuhhhhh *Puasa Nazar 3 hari*
Hello, Dean List ! Let me stay there or put me higher for the semesters ahead because I just wanna give you more of my hardwork! Thank you Ma and Ayah for everything. Thank you Zakwan for the challenge you gave me, Thanks to bestfriends that always there sometimes nagging me bout this and that and thanks to friends for supports and encouragement and competition. Hahaha THANK YOUUUUUUUUUU !
PRELOVED ITEMS TO BE GIVEN AWAY TO SISTERS
That's for you, I just loves those things which I don't want to give to the person I didn't know. It's better for sisters :) I want new clothes for my new wardrobe ! teheee ;'D
ALLERGIC SUCKS!
I seriously feel like wanna slap me, me , me !
It's so itchy baby! please go away, you making my face look horrible.
Okay, be patient. Deal with those Mr Allergic. *patiently breathe*
MY LAST DAY IN KUANTAN, MEET KUANTANIAN NEXT YEAR !
okay, maybe today we'll be leaving kuantan and to Selayang *I think*
Then next destination would be Perak and Penang :) then to Sarawak :(
It's okay, be strong just go back there to grab your future with joy !
WHERE'S NOOR NAZLIA ?
I pelik. She never didn't picked up my calls. She called me in the evening but I was at Giant, shopping and didn't called her back. Sorry. but where she is now ?
I think she's sleeping sebab she was busy baking the other night then wake early to bake again then didn't sleep terus keluar pergi hang out dengan girlprens.Sokay, I hope she'll be fine. :) Ya, I have many things to tell you and maybe I'll be there tomorrow. hewhew
PACKING NOW !
please please please kamu jangan malas, sila packing sekarang lepastu pergi tido.
Done here Wall.
Thank you Wall for being here to hear bout my days.
I Love you and will never curang with you, wall.
Bye.
boo yah, there's nothing interesting about the dates but
It'll be something important on that dates.
Today, I feel like damn happy yet exhausted.
Why?
today is the day I woke up late.In a month, this is the most long hours I had a dreams.
Starting up with my mom *as usual* shouting, "Na, bangunnnnnn !"
Then,
SHOPPING
we went for shopping. Okay this shopping was not a good nice shopping day because I shopped for things to bring back to Sarawak *you-know-why-already*
Oh please, time-please-walk-slowly-.-Don't-run-fast !
BBQ with family
Back to the story, We had a BBQ at home and inviting neighbour and friends. Zek and me struggling to light up the pit with those charcoals. How many times tah we tried but at last, we did ! Then he did the rest and I started to eat and eat and eat.
so, I dah puas makan. No more craving for food later on.
CHECKED MY SEMESTER 3 RESULTS
I online my FB, I saw some of my classmates talking bout the results and my heart pumped gila babbiy fast. But I still didn't have the intention to go check the results until Yusnita IM me saying "CONGRATS!" and I was like what is this *it's good if it's true, hehe* Then she asked me to check the result. Okay!
I never ever shout as loud as I could in my house only if there is a cockroach !
but just now, I shouted gila babbiy punyeeee kuat sebab I sumpah suprised gila when looked at result.You know what, I congrats all of the classmates. Hey, after our hard works rearing those chickens and messed up with grouping problems and some might have terrible fights *me* and with all those physco lecturers and tough subjects. You made it guys ! congratulation ! :) Well done !
hey wall, at last I made it. ALHAMDULILLAH YA ALLAH. I LOVE YOU MORE MORE MORE THAN TO LOVE ANYONE. Thank you, Allah.I knew I gave the best and I left the rest to you.;') but Beeha, this is not the final stage. It's just a beginning! You just need to fight more and more because it'll be tougher and tougher for the next semesters ahead.fuhhhhh *Puasa Nazar 3 hari*
Hello, Dean List ! Let me stay there or put me higher for the semesters ahead because I just wanna give you more of my hardwork! Thank you Ma and Ayah for everything. Thank you Zakwan for the challenge you gave me, Thanks to bestfriends that always there sometimes nagging me bout this and that and thanks to friends for supports and encouragement and competition. Hahaha THANK YOUUUUUUUUUU !
PRELOVED ITEMS TO BE GIVEN AWAY TO SISTERS
That's for you, I just loves those things which I don't want to give to the person I didn't know. It's better for sisters :) I want new clothes for my new wardrobe ! teheee ;'D
ALLERGIC SUCKS!
I seriously feel like wanna slap me, me , me !
It's so itchy baby! please go away, you making my face look horrible.
Okay, be patient. Deal with those Mr Allergic. *patiently breathe*
MY LAST DAY IN KUANTAN, MEET KUANTANIAN NEXT YEAR !
okay, maybe today we'll be leaving kuantan and to Selayang *I think*
Then next destination would be Perak and Penang :) then to Sarawak :(
It's okay, be strong just go back there to grab your future with joy !
WHERE'S NOOR NAZLIA ?
I pelik. She never didn't picked up my calls. She called me in the evening but I was at Giant, shopping and didn't called her back. Sorry. but where she is now ?
I think she's sleeping sebab she was busy baking the other night then wake early to bake again then didn't sleep terus keluar pergi hang out dengan girlprens.Sokay, I hope she'll be fine. :) Ya, I have many things to tell you and maybe I'll be there tomorrow. hewhew
PACKING NOW !
please please please kamu jangan malas, sila packing sekarang lepastu pergi tido.
Done here Wall.
Thank you Wall for being here to hear bout my days.
I Love you and will never curang with you, wall.
Bye.
Thursday, November 10
Dear TL
"BOO YAH!"
Imma so excited here :)
Okay, people used to say that friends make us alive and away from the word LIFELESS.
For me, among the best friends I had, I prefer sisterhood. Although it's not biologically connected but sisters are more than being a friends but always know that they are close inside and in reality.
We, The Lalats are not intentionally made up to be as a gang. It was happened accidently combining the bestfriends and the other bestfriends which everyone were involved in Marching Band, MGS. pfffft
Okay people would never be connected together for a very long time. I admit. We doesn't. It's reality ! but I still believe that in each of our heart still hold that sisterhood thingy *perhaps*
The saddest part now is
we-are-like-separating-and-tearing-apart-because-you-choose-to-be-that-way !
I knw that it's really hard to gather together like the old times because everyone grown up and have their own life. One are here and one are there. I knw the distance are separating us a part but please all at once, at the end of it we can still see each other because WE'RE STUCK IN KUANTAN. kannnn ?
I don't mind if you wanted to put TL as " your old times stories and now I don't need them. " I don't mind but please don't forget and ignore the other sisters.
You just too over the limits. I think we're just not a bunch of your friends, at least if you meet the other sisters along the way, show some interest, respect and smile. Oh, like what we used to be before. At least, Have a smile and approach. It's really rude if you're totally acting like ignoring the other sisters. It's rude. I can't bare with that. If you even don't have nothing to say, just fly them a smile. A SMILE. It's that too hard ?
well well well, I know some of us from 10 girls are not even close to each other, I admit that. but at least hah you knw yourself, I feel noob telling you this.
*No more talking*
I wish that we could hang together which we're complete 10.
Muka yang sama je everytime we hang out. Make some effort.
You nak sombong, you go die. I can't bare if among TL, you act like so queen. Who are you ? You just one of us who grown up with those laughs and tears we made before.
ENUFF WITH THOSE GERAM GERAM PART *baling bantal*
Today,
"every semester break, we can only meet once"
hehe, but at least we're still connecting to each other.
Hey people, it's not easy to have a group of girls that are going with your flow.
I love TL. Honestly, I love the sisterhood we have but dislike some part of it NOW.
Met Diana, Aza, Mija, Cyla and Byer.
Nazy at Jengka SPM.
Mira repeating paper, busy.
Shaq Idk, not connected. SPM-er.
Eles Idk, study for SPM lettew.
Nothing to write about because it's too many to tell but
WE HAD FUN AND I HAVE START TO MISS YOU OLLS, LOVES.
I hope you still have a guts to stay together.
No matter how far you go and how many friends you have.
It's crazy when you just forgetting the 'old people' away.
They had made your days, be grateful because true friends are hard to find.
I love you, Lalats. :)
Imma so excited here :)
Okay, people used to say that friends make us alive and away from the word LIFELESS.
For me, among the best friends I had, I prefer sisterhood. Although it's not biologically connected but sisters are more than being a friends but always know that they are close inside and in reality.
We, The Lalats are not intentionally made up to be as a gang. It was happened accidently combining the bestfriends and the other bestfriends which everyone were involved in Marching Band, MGS. pfffft
Okay people would never be connected together for a very long time. I admit. We doesn't. It's reality ! but I still believe that in each of our heart still hold that sisterhood thingy *perhaps*
The saddest part now is
we-are-like-separating-and-tearing-apart-because-you-choose-to-be-that-way !
I knw that it's really hard to gather together like the old times because everyone grown up and have their own life. One are here and one are there. I knw the distance are separating us a part but please all at once, at the end of it we can still see each other because WE'RE STUCK IN KUANTAN. kannnn ?
I don't mind if you wanted to put TL as " your old times stories and now I don't need them. " I don't mind but please don't forget and ignore the other sisters.
You just too over the limits. I think we're just not a bunch of your friends, at least if you meet the other sisters along the way, show some interest, respect and smile. Oh, like what we used to be before. At least, Have a smile and approach. It's really rude if you're totally acting like ignoring the other sisters. It's rude. I can't bare with that. If you even don't have nothing to say, just fly them a smile. A SMILE. It's that too hard ?
well well well, I know some of us from 10 girls are not even close to each other, I admit that. but at least hah you knw yourself, I feel noob telling you this.
*No more talking*
I wish that we could hang together which we're complete 10.
Muka yang sama je everytime we hang out. Make some effort.
You nak sombong, you go die. I can't bare if among TL, you act like so queen. Who are you ? You just one of us who grown up with those laughs and tears we made before.
ENUFF WITH THOSE GERAM GERAM PART *baling bantal*
Today,
"every semester break, we can only meet once"
hehe, but at least we're still connecting to each other.
Hey people, it's not easy to have a group of girls that are going with your flow.
I love TL. Honestly, I love the sisterhood we have but dislike some part of it NOW.
Met Diana, Aza, Mija, Cyla and Byer.
Nazy at Jengka SPM.
Mira repeating paper, busy.
Shaq Idk, not connected. SPM-er.
Eles Idk, study for SPM lettew.
Nothing to write about because it's too many to tell but
WE HAD FUN AND I HAVE START TO MISS YOU OLLS, LOVES.
I hope you still have a guts to stay together.
No matter how far you go and how many friends you have.
It's crazy when you just forgetting the 'old people' away.
They had made your days, be grateful because true friends are hard to find.
I love you, Lalats. :)
Tuesday, November 8
Your reasons for being single,
Hello Wall,
Honestly today I feel lifeless which mean Imma too lazy to do anything.
But still, I cleaned the kitchen and packed the things.
Have you ever wonder on something ?
I wonder.
I wonder how, I wonder why. *baling kasut*
Get serious. Everytime I think bout something it'll making me nagging and not being grateful for what that I had.
Too much mumbled bout something in life are so not good because it'll make your life boring. It's something that you need to go with the flow and take everything good as your guidance and everything bad as your experience in life.
So today I just wanna mumble bout being single.
The phrase bout being single sometimes is a tragic moment for some who can't bear to be alone. Oh well said, single people are not alone because they're surround by many friends. Bout you being single is something like you being strong enough to stand alone in this mighty world that full of imperfections.Bout being single is mean they're are more comfort to be with emself more than to share their life with others which some might not appreciate it.
So do we, the single person is a total loser to you?
Do we really need to be in a relationship with a guy to make everything perfect?
Do you really think we're not happy for being single all the time?
In fact I shout NOOOOOOO!
That might be the positive part of being single but negatively most people think that we cannot commit to the commitment with another half of us. By mean we're afraid !
Some people might think that we're too choosy for repeatedly rejecting this one than that one and at last not having one. Okay, there's some more where most people think the single person is a loner and attempting to flirt all the way with any guys/girls *based on your gender* because they really can't choose because they're perfectionist.
For me, I don't simply reject the negative part of being single because it's totally true, Don't you think that so?
But in every negative there must be a positive part. So I, as a single person for almost 6 years having a thoughts of it is alright for me not to have the special boyfriend because I have more needs in my life that are more important than having one but if there is, It's a bonus for me.
WHY ?
People used to ask. Sometimes, I'll question them back. Why you need one when you can have more ?
Okay, more here is not boyfriends but bestfriends.
but the answers for why are these :
1. Simply I don't ready for the serious relationship or even one-minute-relationship because when I start to love someone, I just afraid to lose him.
2. I afraid to have the commitments.
3. I'm too choosy in choosing Guys.
4. One that I want is really hard to get but one that I don't really think on is there waiting.
5. Perfectionist in my own way. Guys can't deal with this. Sorry.
6. I don't have that Mr Right yet but I'm not seek for Mr Perfect. Damn noob
7. I enjoying my life with girlfriends, boyfriends, family and scandals which no one could get angry with me cause that's my own life. without sharing.
8. Even in Islam, they don't encourage that.
but young single lady, take note of this. You at least must exposed yourself to these environment which you can try a one-minute-relationship or having serious relationship or be friend with boys. You need these. Don't concentrate like 200% on your life and study. Give space to be hurt by boys. Give yourself chances to see what are there waiting for you in this world ? You need to feel the loves, hatred, joy, hurt because this making you strong enuff to survive later. So, it's better experience when you've to deal with any crisis like divorce later on in future.
Who knows right ?
For me, as long as you're happy that's enuff. I know how to love people is actually pain. despite of the happiness you gain, you have to contribute your tears and hardwork. Experiences are the best guidance to be stronger in life after Islam :)
So,am I really wanna stay single ?
So far yes.
I don't want that but I want to be friends with guys.
They cool. :)
So, you must have your own reasons bout being single, right ?
No one would understand you more, so don't listen to them when you really don't want to :)
yet # If a taurus chooses to have a relationship with you, count yourself Lucky :)
CHEERS FOR SINGLE LADIES ! YOU STRONG, SUPERWOMAN !
Thank you friends for loving me for who I am. Sayam korang *campak bunga ros*
LIVE YOUR LIFE THE WAY YOU WANTED.
Honestly today I feel lifeless which mean Imma too lazy to do anything.
But still, I cleaned the kitchen and packed the things.
Have you ever wonder on something ?
I wonder.
I wonder how, I wonder why. *baling kasut*
Get serious. Everytime I think bout something it'll making me nagging and not being grateful for what that I had.
Too much mumbled bout something in life are so not good because it'll make your life boring. It's something that you need to go with the flow and take everything good as your guidance and everything bad as your experience in life.
So today I just wanna mumble bout being single.
The phrase bout being single sometimes is a tragic moment for some who can't bear to be alone. Oh well said, single people are not alone because they're surround by many friends. Bout you being single is something like you being strong enough to stand alone in this mighty world that full of imperfections.Bout being single is mean they're are more comfort to be with emself more than to share their life with others which some might not appreciate it.
So do we, the single person is a total loser to you?
Do we really need to be in a relationship with a guy to make everything perfect?
Do you really think we're not happy for being single all the time?
In fact I shout NOOOOOOO!
That might be the positive part of being single but negatively most people think that we cannot commit to the commitment with another half of us. By mean we're afraid !
Some people might think that we're too choosy for repeatedly rejecting this one than that one and at last not having one. Okay, there's some more where most people think the single person is a loner and attempting to flirt all the way with any guys/girls *based on your gender* because they really can't choose because they're perfectionist.
For me, I don't simply reject the negative part of being single because it's totally true, Don't you think that so?
But in every negative there must be a positive part. So I, as a single person for almost 6 years having a thoughts of it is alright for me not to have the special boyfriend because I have more needs in my life that are more important than having one but if there is, It's a bonus for me.
WHY ?
People used to ask. Sometimes, I'll question them back. Why you need one when you can have more ?
Okay, more here is not boyfriends but bestfriends.
but the answers for why are these :
1. Simply I don't ready for the serious relationship or even one-minute-relationship because when I start to love someone, I just afraid to lose him.
2. I afraid to have the commitments.
3. I'm too choosy in choosing Guys.
4. One that I want is really hard to get but one that I don't really think on is there waiting.
5. Perfectionist in my own way. Guys can't deal with this. Sorry.
6. I don't have that Mr Right yet but I'm not seek for Mr Perfect. Damn noob
7. I enjoying my life with girlfriends, boyfriends, family and scandals which no one could get angry with me cause that's my own life. without sharing.
8. Even in Islam, they don't encourage that.
but young single lady, take note of this. You at least must exposed yourself to these environment which you can try a one-minute-relationship or having serious relationship or be friend with boys. You need these. Don't concentrate like 200% on your life and study. Give space to be hurt by boys. Give yourself chances to see what are there waiting for you in this world ? You need to feel the loves, hatred, joy, hurt because this making you strong enuff to survive later. So, it's better experience when you've to deal with any crisis like divorce later on in future.
Who knows right ?
For me, as long as you're happy that's enuff. I know how to love people is actually pain. despite of the happiness you gain, you have to contribute your tears and hardwork. Experiences are the best guidance to be stronger in life after Islam :)
So,am I really wanna stay single ?
So far yes.
I don't want that but I want to be friends with guys.
They cool. :)
So, you must have your own reasons bout being single, right ?
No one would understand you more, so don't listen to them when you really don't want to :)
yet # If a taurus chooses to have a relationship with you, count yourself Lucky :)
CHEERS FOR SINGLE LADIES ! YOU STRONG, SUPERWOMAN !
Thank you friends for loving me for who I am. Sayam korang *campak bunga ros*
LIVE YOUR LIFE THE WAY YOU WANTED.
Saturday, November 5
Judgement
Awkward. feel like missing. Lost. Alone.
Why on earth do I need to feel this way today ?
Feel like crying. I don't know why.
I miss to be surround by friends having those laughs and being crazy all over,
I just missed that.
Everything were different and will be not be the same anymore.
I don't hang around with people I used to. I feel it's hard to let go the time with friends compared to before. I feel too happy with friends but who knows what my heart saying inside.She says "I can't be alone and boring, need to fine someone to talk to"
Hehe, but then 3 days in Selayang had made my week.
Lepaks with people with wide range of ages making me learned how life is this,
Knowing people from different background are totally encouraging me to be better person and it is okay to be surrounded with them without discrimination :)
Staying with them making u learn the good and bad of them that you would sometimes annoyed and smiled.
I missed those person too much.
I don't want to go back to Sarawak, as far as I go. I just go for the sake of my future. Allah, please gimme more strength to sustain in life and never fall weak and dying. I love you more than loving any other humans. :D
Lek lu, Sap kok lu. I don't want to cry. I feel better now. Thanks wall. Muah
Why on earth do I need to feel this way today ?
Feel like crying. I don't know why.
I miss to be surround by friends having those laughs and being crazy all over,
I just missed that.
Everything were different and will be not be the same anymore.
I don't hang around with people I used to. I feel it's hard to let go the time with friends compared to before. I feel too happy with friends but who knows what my heart saying inside.She says "I can't be alone and boring, need to fine someone to talk to"
Hehe, but then 3 days in Selayang had made my week.
Lepaks with people with wide range of ages making me learned how life is this,
Knowing people from different background are totally encouraging me to be better person and it is okay to be surrounded with them without discrimination :)
Staying with them making u learn the good and bad of them that you would sometimes annoyed and smiled.
I missed those person too much.
I don't want to go back to Sarawak, as far as I go. I just go for the sake of my future. Allah, please gimme more strength to sustain in life and never fall weak and dying. I love you more than loving any other humans. :D
Lek lu, Sap kok lu. I don't want to cry. I feel better now. Thanks wall. Muah
Tuesday, November 1
Heading a head,
sorry dear wall, I was a bit busy and not having time to write on you.
Don't worry you'll always be the best wall for me to write my stories.
btw, Hello I'm kinda suprise if the are readers out there willingly to read my wall.
accidently or stalking or sincerely, I don't mind cause you're welcome but I ain't nothing to hope for because this wall is only for me to talk to. I'm not seek for popularity or wht like some does. Sorry.
I did my art works. Art project. Hobby.
I never hope that would be perfect or impressive but it's just enuff to make you smile and laugh, soul.Can't wait to meet you, friends :)
just finished em and still not packing ! awwww damn, Imma sleepy.
-__________-'
Hey wall, I don't think I can accept him nor say No because I just can't.
I feel nothing and I'm useless. Sorry but I fall for other. Hey the other, I think I loike you but you just don't see em. Hope you see and say that you loike me too. Impossible. Sorry again.
Oh, another one is, hello friends I just get over him and I'm cool and doing fine. I even have no feeling towards him. No more. So I'm fine, no worries. He's sucks. What to do, move on. But I really want someone that really can make me laugh and feel real again.He who's not bo-ring and in the box. I don't need that. I just need to be fun and feel the hatred and hurt while happiness are with me while I'm with him. So who's HIM ?
When? okay, fine. Take your time. I know you're somewhere there. Take care okay while walking towards me. I will make wrong choices by having bad decisions because it's learning process but for you, I spare a space. :)
Good bye everyone.
May you be bless.
and Malaysia aman dan sejahtera.
Assalamualaikum.
Don't worry you'll always be the best wall for me to write my stories.
btw, Hello I'm kinda suprise if the are readers out there willingly to read my wall.
accidently or stalking or sincerely, I don't mind cause you're welcome but I ain't nothing to hope for because this wall is only for me to talk to. I'm not seek for popularity or wht like some does. Sorry.
I did my art works. Art project. Hobby.
I never hope that would be perfect or impressive but it's just enuff to make you smile and laugh, soul.Can't wait to meet you, friends :)
just finished em and still not packing ! awwww damn, Imma sleepy.
-__________-'
Hey wall, I don't think I can accept him nor say No because I just can't.
I feel nothing and I'm useless. Sorry but I fall for other. Hey the other, I think I loike you but you just don't see em. Hope you see and say that you loike me too. Impossible. Sorry again.
Oh, another one is, hello friends I just get over him and I'm cool and doing fine. I even have no feeling towards him. No more. So I'm fine, no worries. He's sucks. What to do, move on. But I really want someone that really can make me laugh and feel real again.He who's not bo-ring and in the box. I don't need that. I just need to be fun and feel the hatred and hurt while happiness are with me while I'm with him. So who's HIM ?
When? okay, fine. Take your time. I know you're somewhere there. Take care okay while walking towards me. I will make wrong choices by having bad decisions because it's learning process but for you, I spare a space. :)
Good bye everyone.
May you be bless.
and Malaysia aman dan sejahtera.
Assalamualaikum.
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