Meet Miss bamtut :)

Spent a quality time with Nurul Amiza Nadhirah.

yes, even timing always making us far a side and
not having a chances to meet each other,
today the time has lose and we win :)
2 hours spending a time for shopping with you is worth it even it was so fast.


you've to know how much I miss to have time with you
because before this during our schooling time,
we were like sticking like a glue and paper, everywhere.
We always spending time for a shop :)
seriously, I miss those beautiful moment .

p/s time fly too fast. Don't go Ramadhan.

I talk much.

Things when it comes to me,

# I don't practise thinking nonsense.
# I don't simply remember person's birthdate even they're my brothers.
# I'm not really good at numbers so I'll count them triple times to justify the correct answer.
# I don't sleep easily and I won't awake easily too
# I fart in silence but sometimes I do tell people before I fart.
# I hate looking at those beautiful person because I'll envy much.
# I will stare for a long time at you and start making those unpredictable faces.
# I hate people to torture and physco me.
# I laugh LOUD.
# When I was angry and tense up, I'll eat a lot like A LOT because I can't be full
# When I love the person, I'll only love them and dislike others
# I'll be the annoying person when it come to face those Lipassss !
# I do physco people.
# I usually act arrogant but the fact is I don't !
# If I hate you, I will totally ignore.
# I love plans and I'll makesure the plans done successfully
# I'm a hot tempered and moody person.
# I simply don't answer my mom whenever she asked something because I used to be that way.
# I love to talk as loud as I could with Nazlia because she did it too.
# I will at least once call Farhan everyday just to hear his voice even I hate him.
# I will easily annoyed with people I close with because I love them :)
# I hate cats at block.
# I love to be alone more than being accompany.
# when it comes to love story, I failed. give me C.
# I don't care much about other people but they did care much about me,
# Every boys that fall for me will not easily telling me the truths but hide till one end.
# I love white roses and I had it from someone already.
# I need a boyfriend, do I ?
# I live to study and eat.
# I can be totally positive to you whenever you're positive to me, but don't be beyond the limits. It's a warning :)

Just to describe a positive and negative side of me, don't judge a book by it's cover but learn the book till the last page.
That's for now, I love youuuuu :)

Precious, you are ?

Hello women and gentlemen,

As we talk about precious,
what's really come up to your mind ?
wrong me if I'm talking crap here, but does anything is just precious to you ?
for me, something that is precious is something that are really mean something to you and it is worth it for you to protect and care bout it with what you have.
here comes the story, after watching the movie it suddenly pop up to my mind regarding these big thing.

What are the really precious things to you ?
Watch this movie and feel the suffer Precious went through out her life,
how hard it is if we are in her shoes. bare in your mind never ever get other people's life like a jokes to us but take the life as the guide for us to improve in our own life. That's simple.

Through out the movie, it taught me how a mother could silently watch her precious daughter that she loves being rape by her own lover, why can't she even protect her ?
It is the best that the mother could do ? don't be like her and else don't blame her.
Let me tell you, for girls the most precious thing is you yourself but looking back to this movie, she have nothing else left for herself. she raped. she even have 2 children when the first one was born on the floor while her mother stepping and act harsh towards her. She can't read. she always be silent. she was kicked out from the school as she's pregnant. her mother hates her. she have no money. she always dreams of having a boyfriend and being pretty. she hope that she was born with white skin, long hair and beautiful.she is just a teenage like us who dream the good things.
do you see how suffer she is compared to us who richly live in happiness with all the love, joy, money, attention and friends ?

Seriously, I can't take it when watching girls especially to be abused !
but do you know that she is strong, she went to the alternative school where she could learn, talk, having friends and loves. She never give up hopes to learn a simple ABC as long as she could teach her children and not end up growing like her before. She's so precious, and now she's surrounding by the angels that never lose hope to guide her till the end.
because she knows, the longest journey begin with a single step.

so what are the precious things in you ? ask yourself and protect 'em :)

I see ho me :)

Hello semenanjung, welcome home people :)

24 hours before,
I was struggling to finish up the assignment with all the spirit to come home.
After successfully finish em up, It was so heaven, man :) by the time I did finished packing, it was 4 am in the morning thus it's a dangerous zone to have a sleep, silapsilap terlepas flight.

15 hours before,
getting ready to leave F209 and Yusnita, :(
get to the airport by bus and boarded.
sometimes, when we used to do the same thing everyday,
we will definitely will miss the moment spent for the next day,
" I've started to miss
them already, :( "

10 hours before,
landed smoothly, good job captain pilot :)
you make the time fly fast. All the way I was as sleep
because it was too sleepy.
Oh no, everybody like went back already.
Where is my dad ? one hour waiting was so boring.

8 hours before,
went to bangi to meet cousins, aunty and uncle but I tend to sleep
until we went back. Headache attacked ! I was so not in the mood to have the fun
then my dad sent me home to have a good sleep. It was so cold.

2 hours before
I woke up and hello there, ayam golek oh damn so like my favourite :)

now I'm having the headache and feel like vomiting.choi
but the best thing is I'm homeeeee !


Nazila and Nur Amirah <3

I'm still miss you,

Prinsipnya ialah kamu harus kuat.

Aku kena kuat sangat sangat tapi untuk hadapi puasa dan raya kali ni memang susah,walaupun tak terasa lagi sebab tak balik rumah lagi tapi kan I will automatically cry whenever I remember you, Wan Nik bin Wan Ibrahim .
I never being sad this way, I always think that what had happened was only a dream and when I come back home, you're still there. I never get that in my reality. I always feel like you're there at home waiting for me to come back from Sarawak. Maybe I don't bother you much before, that's just my habit to annoy to someone but you're really mean something to me. You're the person who love me more than anyone else. I lost the love I love the most now, I hope I can be strong having this becoming raya.Whenever I think of you, it feel like thinking from the first time I learned to know you until the last time I talked to you and saw you in those white clothes.
I remembered you'd always said to me, "Na belajar baikbaik sementara makayah ada, nanti dah takda susah".I miss the moment you need me more than anyone else.I can't tell much, now I know how those without their mama and papa feel whenever they think bout them.
I do understand how I miss you too much, grandpa.
since you're the one who are closest to me and you're the one who always back me up whenever everybody were angry at me.
Now,every tears I had because of you is my regret for not making you happy till end.

Thank you, Tokki.
you're the stronger man I ever met and the one that eager to do whatever he wanted to.
your scrifices and memories with me can't never be fade away but will always be keep in my mind and heart,Forever.

Aja aja fighting !

Let's praised Him for the beautiful life we're having here. :)

starting with the big smile, who knows what I feel inside ?
I feel the pressure, a big pressure on me towards my study.
I keep myself to realize more and more about my future that
I even don't even know it.
As this is my destiny even I never beg for this,
I need to get through all the pain and search for those happiness along the challenge journey.
Oh my, you know how my course be hard enough by time ?
but I really need to struggle much because I know to be a doctor even harder than this. So what the hell being in agriculture if you keep on mumbling and making more excuses !
it's not worth it, Bee !
this is your destiny, just have a strong faith that what will happen in future for you to face, face it well.
Starting from now, just keep focus and concentrate in your studies, forget all the nonsense happening around you and don't involve yourself with those stupid boyfriend's love. It is not your time yet, you need to determine to achieve the best yes as you know your competition getting more and more. So, be the predator with a good skills and techniques to attack the prey, yes youuu my prey. hahaha
" aja aja fighting for your final, let's the mistakes you made in your first and second test will be the step for you to do the best for final ! "

Let this semester end faster as every sems as well.
I can't wait to face those tough Mr.degree :)

p/s As I'm thinking maturely and rationally, I don't need you as much as I need myself and people who could comfort me. I don't need to know the other life of you, as long as you're here for me because I need you to be a part in my life to make me complete because I known you for a long time and it's a waste for letting the friendship end. Imma stronger enuff than I thought.
I have my own life, dear . :)

Balik Kampung !

Assalamualaikum and Hello blogie,

should I shout? I just wanna screammmm out louddddd !

I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the world I'm coming home in 10 days :)
it's feel like excited sangatsangat.
Like obviously, almost 3 months I'm here in Sarawak and I need to go back.
but, to face the last week here will be extremely packed and tense because
I'll be having the second test for a whole week and tons of reports to submit before going back.

toodless, pray for me to make thing easier and pray for my strength to get through the second test.

p/s : I'm jealous means I'm still have a heart to love you, get lost bitch :D

letters to Julliet,

Hello Julliet,

" Love is to be love and to be in love "

I'm just wondering why the heart can just being hurt because of love ?
I've the story of love but I think it'll never reach the ending, Julliet.

here we start. . .
we start and we hold. These will become my memories. I know, there is nothing like "breaking up" or "leaving" in your dictionary
because here comes the friendship. I don't know who's fault is this ?
Maybe I am the one who put a high hopes on you,
Maybe I am the one that love you without limits,
or maybe I am the that making you a needs in my life,
OR
You're the one being too over treating me like I'm the one,
maybe your attitudes dissapoint me too much,
or maybe what you are now is what I can't bare to see and you are different
because you might think you can hold me while having the others.

Just be honest if this is just a friendship. I am actually doesn't want to end it like this, it's too fast and actually I love the relation more than I love you.
How hurt to be me but u just don't understand and consider my feeling. And now I am really can get over you even actually I am dying inside, I miss you like hell but I always think that you are just my weaknesses and I need to get rid of you, by hook or by crook. You killing me softly,
I left you because I know that you won't even care, you don't even find me, you're just fine with your life now and that is what you want, I think.

Thank you for making me so emotional because I never been one before.
I am stronger before, but I ain't weak now. I am still stronger.
Just then, I miss you now when your name just pop up from my head, I cry.

p/s : I miss someone who I can share and tell my problems to, when I am having a hard time, you'll be the ears to hear all the craps. I don't feel enuff to share to others but not you. I really miss you but I does not hope to hear your voice or see your face, I just need you to just thinking of me. That's enuff.

Makan is heaven :)

bak kata deko, 'mati dengan makanan je'

Alahai, kami berempat ini memang kuat melantak.
Nak buat macam mana selera tinggi gila.

so here are some list of food-to-eat :

KFC *DONE*
Nasi Lalapan *DONE*
Chicken Wings *DONE 20 ketul*
Secret Recipe *in waiting*
Pizza Hut *in waiting*





Just to introduce, people ini lah nasi Lalapan.
untuk pandangan pertama memang menyelerakan weh,
untuk rasa yang pertama memang sedap lah,
untuk gigitan yang pertama memang terasa enaknya,
untuk harganya, haha RM 8.00
nasi lalapan ni actually macam nasi ayam penyek,
pernah makan ?
kalau tu pun tak pernah, tak dapat eh den nak nolongnye.
nasi ni boleh pilih lauk. I prefer ayam bakar sebab sedap tapi yang lain belum cuba lagi, will try later *winkwink*

so, do try and get your thumbs up !

It is the combination of life,

Instead of locking myself with you accompany by tears and sadness, they are here to comfort me and share everything to make us laughing as loud as we can.
anywhere I go, KL Kuantan and even Sarawak, I will always have the best to be part of my life, Girlfriends.
I don't need those boyfriends that only know how to hurt people but I need sisters that can hold you for along time having fun and cheer :)

Jom tengok sunset and lautan yang terbentang luas sambil jerit...
......'Nak Balikkkkkkk!'
oh having chicken wings yang sedap tu sungguh nyaman bah, mun kitak sik cayak, kelak datang sini okay :)







and here we go,
The Madagascar - Alex/Mira Marty/Beeha Gloria/Deko Melmon/Yus
mereka sangatlah tingting,cingcing,ngengngeng,ningning :)



Please, I don't need more than this. I think they have give me the happiness. That's enuff. I just need you guys to hold each other to survive here, aja aja fighting !

p/s : Imran, you such a best friend :) would you please be my best friend forever ?

Another p/s : Imma sorry my dear, I just can't hold you tight like before. You make it loose, I just don't want this to happen but I think it is better to step back, turn and go without looking back again. I just wanna you to know that I'm hurt to fall deeply in love with you but things always be different.I let everything about you go.

kbye. :(

Terasa.Terpost.Ternanges.TerREJECT

Assalamualaikum dear world, What's up? I had gone through a tough week with no internet connection and some sucks feelings. It was so miserable. No doubt but I am happy because I still have a chance meeting this Ramadhan :') I think it's not too late to wish you readers, Happy fasting and have a bless from Allah in this Ramadan Al- Mubarak.

The story begin with Miscommunication and Misunderstanding. I'm hundred thousand and fourty four percent agreed if there is a class teaching on how to develop those information well and how to interpret it and make it positive. Okay, no doubt how efficient this steps taken, human are still human. I'm sick of these. People Mentality. wake up dear, we're bigger enuff to think everything professionally and positively. Why just can't you. Just test yourself with a little problem, the way you handle it is show how your mentality are. Here, Imma not talking that Imma perfect but at least always motivate yourself in the correct way. Rather than you crying dying rolling and hurting yourself, you might rather THINK. Thinking is a new hobby that is so effective to overcome everything, by thinking.

Think why was that happened ?
Think should I be blamed ?
Think how could I improve myself ?
Think of to make the situation better ?

I will respect you if you're the one that think everything positively and act positively. You're such a gentleman.

but please don't be a little loser with label Kg.com mencanangceritatakbetuisanosini. Sometimes, this thing might be settle just in small group, here best friends are the best place to confess and to cry out loud not those cyber technologies.

Small thing, make it small by having big solution so the big smile will still on your face. Having big brain but small way of thinking is just a waste. Heart feeling is personal, it can be cure by face to face talk. It's really stupid to make your heart feeling become one source of making other people hating each others.

" Untunglah, kau ada ketua best ! " if that is the statement that you really touched with, stop it. It's doesn't for you at all. I have no interest at all to talk bout you.

I forgive. I forget but there is no second chance to have a smile from me anymore.